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You're trying to compare YOUR life with MINE? No doubt you're suffering a similar situation i'm in. But over the years, I'VE CRIED AND YEARNED FOR HELP BUT WHAT DID I GET? NOTHING. Wanna know why? Because everyone was too busy attending to YOU. The best part was you had to come and say 'I understand your situation but i don't understand why're you so bitter all the time'. Well....... here's why; I HAD NOBODY, YOU HAD ALL THE COMFORT YOU NEEDED WHILE I WAS FACING SHIT. I envied you so much.... you never needed to call for help, you never needed to suffer from betrayal, you never needed to suffer from loneliness, you always had someone beside you even if it was the smallest soul... My friends? I really hate to say this but i only have a few the others were never really here for me. Even when they say they are, their hearts and voices tells me otherwise.. SO, i had to come to a solution. Eventhough it wouldn't last long, eventhough it would condemn me to my end, eventhough it took years..... I wanted to feel how you're feeling. Now you know..